Richard Brautigan

[ 18 August 2008 ]

Today is a Richard Brautigan sort of day.

From Wikipedia:

In 1984, at age 49, Richard Brautigan died of a self-inflicted .44 Magnum gunshot-wound to the head in his house in Bolinas, California, looking out the ocean through his window. The exact date of his death is unknown, but it is speculated that Brautigan ended his life on September 14, 1984 after talking to Marcia Clay, a former girlfriend, on the telephone. ... It is said he left a suicide note which read “Messy, isn’t it?”

Despite his troubled life, he was an incredible poet. Here are some of my favourite poems. You can read more here.

30 Cents, Two Transfers, Love

Thinking hard about you
I got on the bus
and paid 30 cents car fare
and asked the driver for two transfers
before discovering
that I was
alone.

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Donner Party

Forsaken, fucking in the cold,
eating each other, lost
runny noses,
complaining all the time
like so many
people
that we know

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I Feel Horrible. She Doesn’t

I feel horrible. She doesn’t
love me and I wander around
like a sewing machine
that’s just finished sewing
a turd to a garbage can lid.

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It’s Raining In Love

I don’t know what it is,
but I distrust myself
when I start to like a girl
a lot.

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Karma Repair Kit: Items 1-4

1. Get enough food to eat, and eat it.
2. Find a place to sleep where it is quiet, and sleep there.
3. Reduce intellectual and emotional noise until you reach the silence of yourself, and listen to it.
4.

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Please

Do you think of me
as often
as I think
of you?

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The Shenevertakesherwatchoff Poem

Because you always have a clock
strapped to your body, it’s natural
that I should think of you as the
correct time:
with your long blonde hair at 8:03,
and your pulse-lightning breasts at
11:17, and your rose-meow smile at 5:30,
I know I’m right.

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The Beautiful Poem

I go to bed in Los Angeles thinking
about you.

Pissing a few moments ago
I looked down at my penis
affectionately.

Knowing it has been inside
you twice today makes me
feel beautiful.

3 A.M.
January 15, 1967


Love letters & feather headdresses,

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Comment

  1. Shenevertakesherwatchoff :)

    <3 Kirstin · Aug 18, 04:59 PM · #
  2. oh! usually i’m not one for poetry, but this is lovely and tugged at my heartstrings perfectly.

    <3 sophie~ · Aug 18, 05:11 PM · #
  3. * richard. oh to be one of the subjects of his poems.

    <3 chiara louise · Aug 18, 05:23 PM · #
  4. The last two ones are my favorite.

    <3 Valentina · Aug 18, 05:37 PM · #
  5. I’ve never heard of this man before, but those poems were surprisingly poignant.

    I think I’ll look up more.
    Danke schoen, Gala Darling!

    Love,
    Katie Bird

    <3 Katie Bird · Aug 18, 05:38 PM · #
  6. wow, bolinas! I love bolinas, my bf’s family has a house there and it’s weird to see it mentioned. but there are a few amazing people that have homes there (fran mcdorment & one of the cohen brothers) i shouldn’t be too surprised.

    <3 holly · Aug 18, 05:40 PM · #
  7. That’s so depressing.

    Beautiful in a way, I guess.

    But really really depressing.

    <3 Kerri · Aug 18, 05:43 PM · #
  8. These remind me of Bukowski in many ways. I love Bukowski :)

    <3 Joanne Morgan · Aug 18, 05:51 PM · #
  9. Kerri — It’s sad, but at least he left plenty of beautiful things behind…

    Joanne Morgan — Me too! When I went through my books & got rid of 90% of them, I kept all my Bukowski ones. Ditto HST ;>

    <3 Gala · Aug 18, 05:53 PM · #
  10. The library was selling a load of Bukowski books and I bought them all :) I remember being 15 and hiding ‘War All The Time’ from my mother because I knew she’d think it was ‘inappropriate’!

    Also, I’m not sure how my full name got up there!!

    <3 Joanne · Aug 18, 06:07 PM · #
  11. Ahh, Brautigan. I particularly loved “Revenge of the Lawn” (especially “Complicated Banking Problems”) and “Dreaming of Babylon”. I should read them again.

    <3 witnit · Aug 18, 06:09 PM · #
  12. my favorite is:

    You’ve got
    Some “Star-Spangled” Nails
    In your coffin, kid.
    That’s what
    They’ve done for you,
    Son.

    <3 dana · Aug 18, 06:42 PM · #
  13. I did a paper on Brautigan last year and chose the poems It’s Raining in Love and All Watched Over by Machines of Loving Grace. There’s actually more to It’s Raining in Love that that stanza ( you can read it at
    www.cs.rice.edu/ )
    It’s one of my favorite un-love poems.

    <3 Elena · Aug 18, 06:44 PM · #
  14. What simply lovely poetry. I like this sort of verse, that gets straight to the point without forsaking any beauty.
    Also, the anniversary of his death is my birthday. I don’t know whether or not to be excited by that!
    Thank you so much for sharing with us. I always enjoy discovering new poets.

    <3 Batopus · Aug 18, 06:45 PM · #
  15. i love his poems about baudelaire. all of his poems are so sweet, so deceptively simple. and sad. i always take the pill versus the springhill mine disaster with me wherever i go :)

    <3 Natalie · Aug 18, 07:14 PM · #
  16. Also, why is it a Brautigan kind of a day? Are you okay, cutie?

    <3 Natalie · Aug 18, 07:16 PM · #
  17. Natalie — I’m fine! It’s just a day for grey clouds & beautiful words :>

    <3 Gala · Aug 18, 07:17 PM · #
  18. Ah, Brautigan. He’s one of my faves. I even picked up his book, Revenge of the Lawn. It’s Raining in Love is actually much longer, though, as Elena pointed out. Here is one of my favorite poems by him!

    Mouths that Kissed in the Hot Ashes of Pompeii, Richard Brautigan

    Mouths that kissed
    in the hot ashes of Pompeii
    are returning
    and eyes that could adore their beloved only
    in the fires of Pompeii
    are returning
    and locked bodies that squirmed in ecstasy
    in the lava of Pompeii
    are returning
    and lovers who found their perfect passion
    in the death of Pompeii
    are returning,
    and they’re letting themselves in
    again with the names of your sons
    and your daughters.

    <3 Tiffany · Aug 18, 07:21 PM · #
  19. I usually hate poetry, but these were beautiful. And so different. Thanks for sharing!

    <3 Britni · Aug 18, 07:27 PM · #
  20. yeah today really is a richard brautigan sort of day.loved the poems. thank you gala

    <3 laiba · Aug 18, 07:44 PM · #
  21. Gala, whenever I have a crap day or moment, I check out iCiNG. It’s lovely, it’s relentlessly cheerful even when life is not, and even with Richard Brautigan (Brautigan! Come on! For the record I find him beautiful but depressing), it makes me happy. Please do more poetry posts!

    <3 Alix d'Laire · Aug 18, 08:02 PM · #
  22. I had forgotten just how wonderful Richard Brautigan was. Thanks.

    <3 Shoshanah Marohn · Aug 18, 08:42 PM · #
  23. Short poems are so irresistible. These were sad and lovely, also remind me of Bukowski—although, I’m respectfully not a Bukowski fan. But I love poetry. And I enjoyed these. A /different/ kind of iCiNG post. :)

    <3 Annie Spandex · Aug 18, 09:17 PM · #
  24. Well, think now’s the time to mention the fact the missus’ first band was called The Brautigans.

    <3 nana · Aug 18, 09:27 PM · #
  25. Very enjoyable and poignant!

    Hey, I found these just for you:
    www.flickr.com/photos/rkbcupca…

    :D

    <3 Doe Deere Blogazine · Aug 18, 09:32 PM · #
  26. muhahahaha.
    my new favourite poet.

    <3 Katrina · Aug 18, 09:41 PM · #
  27. I quite like him. I wouldn’t describe him as incredable but definately likable. In a depressing, sometimes beautiful often blunt way.

    I wasn’t into poetry much until this week really! I’ve been going a bit mentle with it though, I’ve had a lot of spare time and thought I’d just chill out before college starts and I’m busy constantly again!

    You know who I’ve come to absolutely adore this week? ee cummings. I LOVE. His stuff is incredable, it’s so clever, and just utterly beautiful. Often the words don’t even make sense at first but when you read them they sound amazing, reading out loud is just stunning! I can’t rave enough about how much I love his poems. I thought I didn’t even like poetry much until this week.

    Storme xx

    <3 Storme · Aug 18, 09:41 PM · #
  28. Those are so incredible and honest; it’s like reading somebody’s thoughts; except they are absolutely perfect.

    <3 Kelly Marie · Aug 18, 09:45 PM · #
  29. Wow, thanks so much for writing about him! There’s this chilling sense of calmness in these poems, like taking pictures of the big open sky, and everything is swirling but still all at once. So beautiful, I have to read more of his work, now!

    <3 ansi · Aug 18, 10:09 PM · #
  30. Elena, thank you for linking the rest of the poem. I really really love it.

    <3 Peta · Aug 19, 12:48 AM · #
  31. Going against the oodles of praise posted here.. I can see the beauty in this style of poetry and appreciate the darkness.. but I just can’t stand the bluntness or the self-pitying. Maybe it’s a mood today or maybe it’s just not my type of poetry.

    Nevertheless it was interesting!

    <3 Arwen · Aug 19, 01:32 AM · #
  32. Gala, I love Brautigan too.

    My dad was living in Berkeley in the 60’s, in a big house with lots of other people, girls and boys both. One day this guy walks into the foyer, where my pops is reading and lying around like a big cat. The guy has little round spectacles and a mustache and seems pretty shy, and says he’s there to meet some girl. Well, the girl comes down the stairs and they exit together. Just then one of Dad’s roomies runs in and says “Do you know who that was?? That was RICHARD BRAUTIGAN.”

    My dad gave me his copy of “A Confederate General from Big Sur”. It is, without a doubt, one of my favorite books ever.

    Thanks for posting these, it reminds me why I like him so much.

    Some days are just Richard Brautigan kinda days.

    <3 brigette b. · Aug 19, 01:34 AM · #
  33. wow, i love these.

    <3 diana · Aug 19, 01:52 AM · #
  34. His poems are beautiful. Short but contain so much feeling. I shall read more.

    <3 Leanne · Aug 19, 02:03 AM · #
  35. I’m not a huge poems fan and don’t know much about that sunject at all but took the time to read,they are beautiful but sad….....troubled i guess.
    Sad that he shot himself….but the note he left made me smile in a way…...probobly shouldn’t.

    I like Karma repair kit.

    <3 emma gahan · Aug 19, 02:32 AM · #
  36. my favourite is deer tracks : )

    <3 Carrie · Aug 19, 03:51 AM · #
  37. i really like these poems. the way they’re written makes me think of william carlos williams.

    alsoooo, i have a dilemma, a query you may be able to help with, should you have the time or need a topic for an advice post:

    i know you’re totally clued up on vegan stuff and raw stuff and healthy food, so here is my problem (well, it’s hardly a problem but i’m frustrating myself silly thinking of it). i have startd seeing a super hot guy, and he is a vegan. he’s perfectly respectful of the fact i’m a meat eater and so on, so it isn’t really a worry (plus, not gonna lie, vegan boy = super hot body, know what i mean? haha) on that count, but, i’ve offered to cook him dinner on saturday. i’m a fairly accomplished cook so i’m not afraid of challenges in the kitchen, but i could use a few pointers: what do you cook to win the heart of a vegan via the stomach? know any websites with recipes or anything?

    <3 kirsty · Aug 19, 07:16 AM · #
  38. i’m usually not a fan of poetry, but these are so beautiful. thanks so much for sharing them, i will definitely be looking for more of his work!

    <3 tara · Aug 19, 07:21 AM · #
  39. have you read “in watermelon sugar”? if not, you – everyone – please read this book – it’s fantastic, a poetry novel, sort of like lia block’s best ones. they come cheap on ebay or thrift stores.

    <3 korrynne · Aug 19, 08:01 AM · #
  40. Ah, Brautigan! I remember being introduced to his work for the first time… sitting in a friend’s yard, drinking wine, he reading In Watermelon Sugar to everyone… I was thinking about The Abortion An Historical Romance just yesterday, too.

    <3 Sir Frederick Chook · Aug 19, 08:30 AM · #
  41. That was lovely, Gala. Thank you.

    <3 miss morgan potts · Aug 19, 08:40 AM · #
  42. What a romantic. Thanks for sharing these pomes, lady. A degree in creative writing, and I’ve never read his gorgeous work …

    <3 Sal · Aug 19, 09:04 AM · #
  43. I love poetry like this! Thanks for sharing some of his work. When I write poetry (ahh it’s almost embarrassing to admit), I often tend to write short, non-rhyming poems like Richard Brautigan’s. Definitely going to look into reading more.

    <3 Dollface · Aug 19, 09:35 AM · #
  44. that’s really nice….i’d like to read more poetry from him, is there a book you could recommend particularly?

    <3 sabine · Aug 19, 11:38 AM · #
  45. (((((Hugs for Gala)))))

    <3 Sydney Hell · Aug 19, 12:19 PM · #
  46. This reminds me of Elliott Smith, and how I felt when I lived in Chicago.

    <3 Elizabeth · Aug 19, 12:45 PM · #
  47. Absolutely love Brautigan, thanks for the post! He also wrote novels, screenplays, stories, etc. Most of his work can be read here: www.brautigan.net/

    And he’s not always gloomy, he can also be quite funny!

    “The Potato House of Julius Caesar”
    O Potatoes!
    The Roman Empire of Potatoes!

    All peelings lead to Rome
    and Julius Caesar eats French fries

    while the ides of March
    have potato eyes . . .

    (Then Brutus to the Idaho of Death Then Marc Antony to Idaho.)

    <3 Miss Tugui · Aug 19, 01:24 PM · #
  48. i just finished reading The Tokyo-Montana Express & i loved these too.

    <3 laurasaur · Aug 19, 01:49 PM · #
  49. Brilliant! I have never heard of Richard Brautigan before, thanks for sharing! I think he might be a new favourite, right up alongside Bukowski.

    <3 Adam Snider · Aug 19, 01:56 PM · #
  50. beautiful but written simply. love the first one! =)

    please check out my blog! la =)

    <3 lacouturier · Aug 19, 07:03 PM · #
  51. His writing reminds me of Andre Jordan.

    <3 Madeline · Aug 19, 07:12 PM · #
  52. I second the request for continued poetry. Le paradis n’est pas artificiel.

    <3 Maureen · Aug 19, 07:48 PM · #
  53. Still. I think I would have him leave ONLY beautiful things behind.

    But I understand that sometimes that might not feel like an option.

    <3 Kerri · Aug 19, 10:49 PM · #
  54. His style of poetry is very similar to that of Charles Bukowski.

    <3 Carla · Aug 19, 11:41 PM · #
  55. I love that last one :]

    <3 Abbeh · Aug 20, 07:38 AM · #
  56. yes yes yes. my favorite:

    (it’s time to train yourself)

    It’s time to train yourself
    to sleep alone again
    and it’s so fucking hard.

    <3 lindsey · Aug 20, 08:15 AM · #
  57. He loved so deeply — it’s heartbreaking how it all ended. Really loved: 30 Cents, Two Transfers, Love.

    xo

    <3 this is glamorous · Aug 20, 10:52 AM · #
  58. I love Richard Brautigan! I did a poetry analysis essay on two of his poems in APLit my senior year of high school!

    <3 onchino · Aug 20, 10:55 AM · #
  59. gala, you are such a love. thank you for the constant positivity and inspiration. you just reminded me to get back into brautigan (i just read “the abortion” a few months ago) and to write more poetry, myself.

    big hugs.
    love, d

    <3 Dakota · Aug 20, 10:57 AM · #
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    <3 SammyDoll · Aug 20, 11:16 AM · #
  61. Great post! This one always gets me:

    Deer Tracks

    Beautiful, sobbing
    high-geared fucking
    and then to lie silently
    like deer tracks in the
    freshly-fallen snow beside
    the one you love.
    That’s all.

    <3 Leeann · Aug 20, 07:01 PM · #
  62. ‘Karma Repair Kit: Items 1-4’ is genious.

    <3 JessZ · Aug 23, 12:41 AM · #
  63. Gala! I’m ashamed to admit I was never much for poetry before. I kind of thought it was all Shakespearean love sonnets & whatnot – can’t imagine why. But after reading this, I did some research, & discovered that not only do I LOVE Brautigan’s poetry, but I also adore the work of Bukowski & e.e. cummings. Positively lovely, all of it. I’ve filled several pages of my Moleskine with their utterly charming words. Thank you darling!!

    <3 Kate · Aug 27, 11:15 AM · #